Explore the emotional landscape of isolation and longing in 'Ghosts in My Head', a poignant song about the struggles of connection, the fear of intimacy, and the weight of judgement. Delve into themes of wanting to escape through fleeting pleasures, as the singer navigates the complexities of relationships and the deep desire for closeness that often feels just out of reach.
Verse 1:
In a crowded room, but I'm all alone,
Thoughts swirling ‘round like a rolling stone.
Fingers trace my skin, but it feels so cold,
Heart locked up tight, stories left untold.
Chorus:
Ghosts in my head, whispering lies,
Everytime I reach out, I close my eyes.
Fear of the fall, pain in the trust,
Searching for fire, but it’s only dust.
Verse 2:
I wear a mask, but it’s cracking now,
Want to feel something, but I don’t know how.
Judgement like shadows, lurking in sight,
When I crave warmth, I just take flight.
Chorus:
Ghosts in my head, whispering lies,
Everytime I reach out, I close my eyes.
Fear of the fall, pain in the trust,
Searching for fire, but it’s only dust.
Bridge:
Want to get high, to silence the shame,
Chasing a thrill, but it feels the same.
Intimacy scares me, like a darkened room,
Love’s a sweet flower, but it blooms too soon.
Verse 3:
Caught in a cycle, this dance with fate,
Longing for deep while I push away hate.
A tug of war with my head and my heart,
Pull me in closer, but I’m falling apart.
Chorus:
Ghosts in my head, whispering lies,
Everytime I reach out, I close my eyes.
Fear of the fall, pain in the trust,
Searching for fire, but it’s only dust.
Outro:
So I lay down my thoughts, let the silence creep,
I'll find my way back, but it feels so steep.
In this journey of shadows, I’m learning to bend,
When the ghosts call my name, they might just be friends.
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Song about never being able to fully connect with anybody, the fear of getting help, the fear of intimacy, the weight of judgement, wanting sex and getting high,
The Hellp