A haunting and emotionally charged Vocaloid song, 'A Clowns Demise' explores the intricate and tumultuous life of Dizzi, a jester trapped in a circus. Faced with abuse, mental struggles, and a complicated relationship with a fellow performer, this song delves into the darker side of entertainment and the quest for connection amidst chaos.
Verse 1:
In the center ring, I wear my frown,
Dizzi the clown, in this circus town.
With a painted smile, my heart's not light,
Surrounded by shadows, oh what a plight.
Pre-Chorus:
Get your head out of the clouds! I scream,
Stupid ass lion, shattering my dream.
Pushing through laughter but feeling so numb,
Daisie, dear child, are you lost in the fun?
Chorus:
(Freaks under the big top, laughing in pain,
Dizzi's demise, a twisted refrain.)
It's bothersome, but who cares, honestly,
In this world of whimsy, what’s real? What’s fantasy?
Verse 2:
Late night disco, lights burn so bright,
Chased Daisie around, till the morning's light.
Regret sinks in, oh what did I do?
I’m just a lost clown, with a heart that’s askew.
Pre-Chorus:
What’s that over there? Nevermind, nothing's there,
A mirror of madness, reflecting despair.
Are you incompetent or what? Can’t you see?
Why does this simple soul feel so free?
Chorus:
(Freaks under the big top, laughing in pain,
Dizzi's demise, a twisted refrain.)
It's bothersome, but who cares, honestly,
In this world of whimsy, what’s real? What’s fantasy?
Bridge:
Trixie approaches, a spark in her eye,
Bonded by fire, with no need to lie.
Two wandering souls, in chaos we dance,
In this circus of madness, I’ll take my chance.
Verse 3:
You’re so annoying, yet I can’t resist,
I find comfort in pain, but is it love, or twist?
Daisie, are you replacing me? It feels so wrong,
But Trixie, oh Trixie, in you I belong.
Chorus:
(Freaks under the big top, laughing in pain,
Dizzi's demise, a twisted refrain.)
It's bothersome, but who cares, honestly,
In this world of whimsy, what’s real? What’s fantasy?
Outro:
Trixie.. I-I love you, I whisper in doubt,
In the chaos of laughter, can love break out?
Falling for fire, confusion in bloom,
In the heart of the circus, dance with my doom.
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It is going to be a VOCALOID song named 'A Clowns Demise'.
The main character - Dizzi - is a clown. She is a jester / clown in a circus for who she deems 'freaks'. The ringleader is not very nice to her, hitting her and once even cutting the tightrope she was on to try and kill her.
Dizzi has ADHD and Schizophrenia. Her parents died due to her killing them. Dizzi has a ragdoll that represents her named Dazed. Dizzi works in the circus with a young girl named Daisie, who she calls a 'simple soul'. Daisie is 12.
Dizzi once takes Daisie to a disco- which she regrets. (I want a verse based off this plz!) After chasing Daisie around for what feels like an hour, she eventually gives up and just leans angrily against a wall.
Dizzi is suddenly approached by another clown named Trixie. They bond due to them both being arsonists, but Trixie is not a murderer like Dizzi is.
Dizzi develops a crush on Trixie but is confused if she loves her back.
QUOTES FROM DIZZI:
'Get your head out of the clouds!'
'Stupid ass lion.'
'Are you incompetent or what?'
'You're so annoying.'
'Daisie, are you replacing me?'
'Trixie.. I-I love you!'
TRIVIA:
- Dizzi is 19
- Dizzi can do a front aerial
- She can speak Russian, English, Japanese and a little bit of Korean.
- She despises kids.
I also want 'its bothering me, but who cares, honestly' and 'whats that over there, nevermind, theres nothing there' (hinting at her schizo)
(please dont make every word rhyme!! (Not part of the song)
GHOST and pals / Vane Lily / RIProducer / Ferry