A haunting yet whimsical Vocaloid track that dives into the chaotic mind of a young clown named Dizzi, who juggles her traumatic past and her turbulent present. Set in a circus filled with 'freaks', this song explores themes of love, confusion, and self-identity, as Dizzi navigates her complex feelings for her fellow clown, Trixie. With dark undertones and a vivid narrative, 'A Clown's Demise' is an emotional rollercoaster that reflects the struggles of mental health and the yearning for connection.
Verse 1:
In a realm of painted smiles
I dance on this thin line,
A jester’s heart beating wild,
Dizzi’s here, oh, I’m fine.
Chorus:
Get your head out of the clouds!
Stupid-ass lion, roaring loud.
In this circus of despair,
I’m just a puppet caught unaware.
Verse 2:
Daisie, my 'simple soul',
You laugh, but don’t you see?
I drag you to the dance, and now I roll
In regret's embrace, just let me be.
Pre-Chorus:
Chasing you, feels like hours,
I lean against the wall, power drained.
What’s that over there, nevermind,
Just shadows that I've entertained.
Chorus:
It’s bothering me, but who cares, honestly?
Underneath this makeup mask, I’m not free.
I juggle dreams with pain, each breath, a climb,
A clown’s demise, wrapped in rhythm and rhyme.
Verse 3:
In the spotlight’s glaring glare,
Trixie arrives, with sparks in her eyes,
A bond we form, secrets we share,
Two arsonists dancing under circus skies.
Bridge:
Daisie, are you replacing me?
I don’t want to lose my jester’s joy,
But Trixie, with flames, she makes me feel,
Something more, oh, she’s not a toy.
Chorus:
Get your head out of the clouds!
Stupid-ass lion, roaring loud.
Here we are, caught in this dream,
A clown’s demise, nothing’s as it seems.
Outro:
Trixie.. I-I love you!
Confusion wrapped in dreams askew,
In this circus, I’ll find my way,
Through laughter and pain, I’ll seize the day.
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It is going to be a VOCALOID song named 'A Clowns Demise'.
The main character - Dizzi - is a clown. She is a jester / clown in a circus for who she deems 'freaks'. The ringleader is not very nice to her, hitting her and once even cutting the tightrope she was on to try and kill her.
Dizzi has ADHD and Schizophrenia. Her parents died due to her killing them. Dizzi has a ragdoll that represents her named Dazed. Dizzi works in the circus with a young girl named Daisie, who she calls a 'simple soul'. Daisie is 12.
Dizzi once takes Daisie to a disco- which she regrets. (I want a verse based off this plz!) After chasing Daisie around for what feels like an hour, she eventually gives up and just leans angrily against a wall.
Dizzi is suddenly approached by another clown named Trixie. They bond due to them both being arsonists, but Trixie is not a murderer like Dizzi is.
Dizzi develops a crush on Trixie but is confused if she loves her back.
QUOTES FROM DIZZI:
'Get your head out of the clouds!'
'Stupid ass lion.'
'Are you fucking incompetent or what?'
'You're so annoying.'
'Daisie, are you replacing me?'
'Trixie.. I-I love you!'
TRIVIA:
- Dizzi is 19
- Dizzi can do a front aerial
- She can speak Russian, English, Japanese and a little bit of Korean.
- She despises kids.
I also want 'its bothering me, but who cares, honestly' and 'whats that over there, nevermind, theres nothing there' (hinting at her schizo)
(please dont make every word rhyme!!)
GHOST and pals / Vane Lily / RIProducer / Ferry