A haunting tale from Dizzi the Clown's perspective, 'A Clown's Demise' dives deep into the struggles of a jester in a circus shunned by society. With themes of love, loss, mental illness, and the search for identity, this vocaloid track pairs melodic harmonies with dark undertones, exploring Dizzi's tumultuous friendship with Daisie and her blossoming feelings for Trixie amidst her chaotic life.
Verse 1:
Under the bright lights, I wear my mask,
A jester in chains, please let me bask.
'Get your head out of the clouds!', they mock and tease,
In a circus of freaks, I'm down on my knees.
Chorus:
Oh, it's bothering me, but who cares, honestly,
A twisted fairy tale, where I can't break free.
A clown's demise in a shimmering disguise,
I dance on the edge, while danger lies.
Verse 2:
Once took Daisie to a disco, oh what a mistake,
Didn’t mean to chase her 'til my heart would break.
An hour of running, a blur in my mind,
'You're so annoying!' I scream, love intertwined.
Bridge:
Trixie approached with a fire in her eyes,
Arsonists united under the night skies.
I watch her laugh, feels like I'm in a trance,
Daisie, are you replacing me, in this dance?
Chorus:
Oh, it's bothering me, but who cares, honestly,
A twisted fairy tale, where I can't break free.
A clown's demise in a shimmering disguise,
I dance on the edge, while danger lies.
Verse 3:
Amidst the colors, and the sorrowful clowns,
A silent confession as the laughter drowns.
'Trixie... I-I love you!' my heart whispers low,
But what if this love, I never can show?
Verse 4:
'Are you fucking incompetent or what?', I yell,
Stupid ass lion, can you not tell?
Hoping for solace, but madness is near,
What's that over there? Nevermind, there's nothing here.
Chorus:
Oh, it's bothering me, but who cares, honestly,
A twisted fairy tale, where I can't break free.
A clown's demise in a shimmering disguise,
I dance on the edge, while danger lies.
Outro:
In a haunted circus, where dreams go to die,
With a ragdoll named Dazed, beneath the dark sky.
Back to my role, the jester must play,
But inside of me burns a longing to stay.
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It is going to be a VOCALOID song named 'A Clowns Demise'.
The main character - Dizzi - is a clown. She is a jester / clown in a circus for who she deems 'freaks'. The ringleader is not very nice to her, hitting her and once even cutting the tightrope she was on to try and kill her.
Dizzi has ADHD and Schizophrenia. Her parents died due to her killing them. Dizzi has a ragdoll that represents her named Dazed. Dizzi works in the circus with a young girl named Daisie, who she calls a 'simple soul'. Daisie is 12.
Dizzi once takes Daisie to a disco- which she regrets. (I want a verse based off this plz!) After chasing Daisie around for what feels like an hour, she eventually gives up and just leans angrily against a wall.
Dizzi is suddenly approached by another clown named Trixie. They bond due to them both being arsonists, but Trixie is not a murderer like Dizzi is.
Dizzi develops a crush on Trixie but is confused if she loves her back.
QUOTES FROM DIZZI:
'Get your head out of the clouds!'
'Stupid ass lion.'
'Are you fucking incompetent or what?'
'You're so annoying.'
'Daisie, are you replacing me?'
'Trixie.. I-I love you!'
TRIVIA:
- Dizzi is 19
- Dizzi can do a front aerial
- She can speak Russian, English, Japanese and a little bit of Korean.
- She despises kids.
I also want 'its bothering me, but who cares, honestly' and 'whats that over there, nevermind, theres nothing there' (hinting at her schizo)