A slow, romantic song that explores the bittersweet memories of love lost and the haunting feelings that linger. With dreamy melodies and poignant lyrics, it captures the essence of longing and self-discovery in the aftermath of a heartbreak. Perfect for anyone who's ever felt unseen, this song will resonate deeply, echoing Billie Eilish’s signature emotional depth and vulnerability.
Verse 1:
Didn’t think there’d be a time,
Where I said your name out loud,
For no one knew who I was talking about.
It’s kinda bittersweet, you know?
Chorus:
Sometimes I feel like I’m a ghost,
Just a whisper where love used to grow.
Frozen in memories, can’t let go,
But I swear I’ll learn to be whole.
Verse 2:
I buried that naive kid alive,
But still cry myself to sleep each night.
Drowning in thoughts that I can’t escape,
Who am I without this heartache?
Chorus:
Sometimes I feel like I’m a ghost,
Just a whisper where love used to grow.
Frozen in memories, can’t let go,
But I swear I’ll learn to be whole.
Bridge:
Sometimes I close my eyes to dream,
But all I see is you and me.
In every film and every book,
I freeze, just a kid in love’s sweet hook.
Outro:
So if you stay, can you help me forget?
I might give you a part of my heart, you bet.
It’s up to you how long I’ll stick around,
But for now, I’ll keep chasing this sound.
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take these lyrics/words/thoughts and make them into a song. have it feel slow and romantic and beautfiful to listen to. like a billie eillish song from her new album hit me hard and soft and maybe shorten them and make them into multiple different song.
"didn’t think there’d ever be a time
where i said your name out loud
and no one knew who i was talking about
i think it’s kinda bittersweet
where im from, you couldn’t think of you without me
me without you
it’s almost refreshing not having to hear your name
but every now and then i do
in a tv show, movie, or book
i freeze up every single time
i still feel like the same naive kid
i like to say i buried her alive
promise there’s no trace to be found
but i still cry myself to sleep on the days i think of you
the years of drowning i tried so hard to escape
i didn’t even know who i was
didn’t even understand what i wanted
what love was supposed to feel like
you were older, you lied and covered my bruises with hickies (kisses)
letting false promises linger on my skin
we both always know they’re lies too
i was just a kid, it was my first time falling
in love
that’s why i’m here in the first place
had to move all the way across the country
the second one wasn’t any different
what can i say i’m a hopeless romantic
it’s truly such a tragedy
everyone’s the one
i don’t chase, i attract
the same exact type of guys
go along with whatever it is
im a people pleaser, so i can’t count how many times i’ve been told someone thinks im their soulmate.
but it’s never about how i make them feel or me as a person
is it
its just because i spent a lifetime feeling unseen (like a ghost/invisible)
that pain is something i would never let someone i care about feel too
yet my cries for help still sound like whispers to everyone else.
i’m good with my words because i’ve spent my life so far, and will spend the rest of it overthinking and feeling like a burden.
like i take up too much space
like i should be making room for someone else
i can’t explain the damage it’s done to me
if someone i loved was begging me to feel cared about, i would be there for them all throughout the night
i would make sure their shirt stays dry, i don’t mind getting mine wet
i can’t even go out in public anymore
i feel like every move i make is wrong
like i should be ashamed for just existing
or like my secrets are written all over my body.
god forbid i notice people looking my way or staring at me.
i’ve been told i should take it as a compliment.
but each time it happens i go home and cry in front of the mirror
convince myself of everything that must be wrong with me
because they can’t think just i’m pretty, if i was, why would you have left me
how could you love me and tear me down the way you looked into my eyes
as i was shoved to the ground
my mother told me i should stop saying shits unfair
but what other word could i use to describe this
please
tell me
am i a good person
am i asking for too much
when i ask for someone to love me.
i’ve just been waiting so patiently to love someone in return
some days i think i feel (i think that i’m) more healed than others
my laughs become a little less forced
some days (or)(but then) i can’t even (or take out even) get out of bed
wanna get the hell up out of here
but (cause or start w >)running is all i know
took me too long (long enough) to realize the real enemy was myself (i was the real enemy/ i was the enemy all along)
cant escape my mind
but can you stay and help me forget mine (find mine/ forget for a while) (but if you stay i might forget for a while/ or i’ll forget for a while)
you can keep a part of it if you’d like
it’s okay
either way you’ll be apart of it
until i get bored
but i did warn you
now it’s up to you and how you make me feel on how long i stick around
i really could be your soulmate
how could we ever know
but i haven’t felt like this since i was 14
i usually let myself feel emotions and embrace it
but things would be different if you were there when i cried
just ask me to stay, tell me you want me to
it’s all i want
i had to realize i only owe myself
you’ve been here before you can do it again
how soon you heal depends on how soon you start(begin)
cant you see
i’m already grieving
when have you stopped to consider me
i wouldn’t need you this bad if you left me alone
go ahead
blame me
hold me then betray me
but it’s you who dug our graves
you can hate me all you want
when all i did was want to add flowers to what you made
you’ll learn I'm pretty good at pretending i met my soulmate
i might have said it once or twice
i wish i knew when to shut my mouth sometimes
because as i’m telling my parents about my broken heart
it feels like a life time has passed
i realize it was last week when i picked out the songs for our wedding
it was the week before that i met you
i want something similar to the vibe “then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like i love you”
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inspired by billie eillish