A bittersweet song reflecting on friendship, loss, and the precious memories shared with a terminally ill friend. The lyrics capture the complexities of survivor's guilt and the desire to honor a loved one's spirit through cherished belongings.
Verse 1:
You handed me your jacket,
Soft and worn, your scent still there,
In your threads, I feel the warmth,
A shadow of the love we share.
Chorus:
But wearing you brings me sorrow,
Survivor’s guilt with every thread,
I want to wear your strength today,
While still alive, before we're dead.
Verse 2:
I wish I knew you better,
Your dreams, your fears, your secrets too,
I’ll dive into these memories,
And try to piece them back with you.
Chorus:
But wearing you brings me sorrow,
Survivor’s guilt with every thread,
I want to wear your strength today,
While still alive, before we're dead.
Bridge:
You deserved more than this,
More than a flicker in the dark,
I’ll carry you within my heart,
Your spirit’s flame, a glowing spark.
Chorus:
But wearing you brings me sorrow,
Survivor’s guilt with every thread,
I want to wear your strength today,
While still alive, before we're dead.
Outro:
I’ll make the most of the skin you shed,
While you’re here, your love won't fade,
In the threads you leave behind,
I’ll wear them proud, and never trade.
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A bittersweet song written to a terminally ill friend. She's given some of her clothes to you and wearing her jacket gives you survivor's guilt, but you want to wear them with pride while she's still here. You want to make the most of the skin she's shed, like you make the most of her. You wish you knew her better. She deserved more.
Deftones