A reflective house track that dives deep into the emotional turmoil of past failures and toxic behaviors. 'Pawn of My Ego' explores themes of self-isolation and the internal struggles we face when pushing others away due to our own toxic attitudes. With a compelling beat, it invites listeners to confront their past while dancing through the pain and the path to redemption.
Intro:
(Short Instrumental Intro)
Verse 1:
I’ve walked this path of shattered dreams,
With footprints marked in silent screams.
Running fast, but I’m standing still,
In a world where I lost all will.
Half-spoken hook:
Am I just a pawn of my toxic ego?
Casting shadows in a midnight meadow.
Pushing allies, friends turned foes,
Now it’s me against the echoes.
Verse 2:
Echoes of laughter now turn to pain,
The smiles I wore just hid the shame.
Thought I knew it all, but now I see,
The chains I forged, they’re binding me.
Half-spoken hook:
Am I just a pawn of my toxic ego?
Drowning in the thoughts of all that I know.
Fleeting moments, they slip away,
Alone in depth where I used to play.
Verse 3:
In crowded rooms, I’m still alone,
Wishing I could find a home.
Lost in the chase of what’s left unsaid,
Riddled with doubts, a heart full of dread.
Half-spoken hook:
Am I just a pawn of my toxic ego?
Searching for the light but living in shadow.
A flicker of hope, a whisper of grace,
Can I find redemption in this wild race?
Outro:
(Instrumental Break)
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-Theme and Vibes: (song on how I have been through too many failures from early on old up to now, how I push people away because I was toxic and thinking that I know everything. Am I a pawn of my toxic ego? I'm surely alone and it's very difficult to bounce back to be normal).
- Genre: (House)
- Structure: (Short Instrumental intro, verse 1, Half-spoken hook, verse 2, Half-spoken hook, verse 3, Half-spoken hook, outro that consist of Instrumental Break).
- Complex Rhyme Scheme.
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