A haunting ballad that delves into the struggles of alcohol abuse, the deep pain of depression, and the feeling of being trapped in one's own mind and home. It speaks to the experiences of childhood trauma, loneliness, and the weight of suicidal thoughts, conveying a powerful message of vulnerability and the quest for healing in a world that often feels suffocating.
Verse 1:
In a bottle I find my peace,
Swirling darkness, I can't release.
Memories haunt like shadows at night,
In this silence, there’s no one in sight.
Chorus:
These walls are closing in on me,
A prison built of memories.
Isolation, my only friend,
In this battle that never ends.
Verse 2:
Childhood laughter turned into screams,
Trust shattered, lost in broken dreams.
Bullied whispers cut so deep,
In these nightmares, I still weep.
Chorus:
These walls are closing in on me,
A prison built of memories.
Isolation, my only friend,
In this battle that never ends.
Bridge:
Days blend into nights, I can't escape,
Suicidal thoughts begin to take shape.
What’s the cost of this life I chose?
Trapped in a story no one knows.
Verse 3:
Health fading, I lose my fight,
In this darkness, there’s no light.
With each sip, I spiral down,
A ghost wandering this lonely town.
Chorus:
These walls are closing in on me,
A prison built of memories.
Isolation, my only friend,
In this battle that never ends.
Outro:
But in the silence, I scream out loud,
Searching for solace in the crowd.
Maybe one day I’ll find my way,
Out of these walls, into the day.
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alcohol abuse, depression, suicidal thoughts, poor health, lonelyness, bad childhood because of bullying and rape, choosing to self isolate in my own home, feeling trapped inside my own walls
AGrimRaven