Waitin' in Vain
Juice WRLD

[Chorus]
I've been waitin', I'm contemplatin'
Say you love me, girl, you were playing
None of this gon' matter when we die
I won't wipe your tears, not when you cry
This ain't love, girl, this more like hatred
I've been down this road so many times before
Hoes in my phone, they're your replacement
But they feel nothing like you, you made me whole

[Verse 1]
I can't tell if this is a dream
Am I awake, or am I asleep?
I don't have answers, philosophies mean nothing to me right now
And I can't tell, if you were with me or against me
All my friends say you're Icky Vicky
I feel like Timmy, I keep on wishing
For better days, better days
Need some stronger pills, a better daze
I been risking my life since you been away
Tryna' get your attention from far away
I've been having lucid dreams, stupid dreams
Thinkin' 'bout you and me, fluently
I've been experimentin' to take the pain away
Wake up thinkin' I heard your name

[Chorus]
I've been waitin', I'm contemplatin'
Say you love me, girl, you were playing
None of this gon' matter when we die
I won't wipe your tears, not when you cry
This ain't love, girl, this more like hatred
I've been down this road so many times before
Hoes in my phone, they're your replacement
But they feel nothing like you, you made me whole

[Verse 2]
This is the part where I confess that
Most of my relations were toxic
Happiness will come when it's ready
Hold out your hands and embrace it with open arms
This is the part where I confess that
Toxic humans come off attractive
I made this song for anyone that's going through it, I'll clean up the mess

[Bridge]
Na, na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
What's the matter? Questions are unanswered
If you need some help, I'm a tweet away, hit me today, hey

[Chorus]
I've been waitin', I'm contemplatin'
Say you love me, girl, you were playing
None of this gon' matter when we die
I won't wipe your tears, not when you cry
This ain't love, girl, this more like hatred
I've been down this road so many times before
Hoes in my phone, they're your replacement
But they feel nothing like you, you made me whole

[Verse 3]
I've been fighting demons in my sleep
Every night they're haunting me
Searching for a way to bring back our memories
But they're lost in the cold, dark sea
I can't forget the way you looked at me
Those eyes, they lit up like galaxies
But now it's a void, a blackhole in my chest
Strayin' further from a love that was the best
Was it all a game, was it meant to be?
Now I'm stuck, a prisoner to history
If you're hearing this, I hope you're free
From the chains that this love put on me
I'll keep on waitin', contemplatin'
Living in the shadow of what we created
Trying to find me, without you,
A version of me that ain't so blue